A letter from Papaw — Before light. Sat down to write and got up twice looking for a thing I did not need.

Before light. Sat down to write and got up twice looking for a thing I did not need.

Woman at the post office yesterday morning stopped me at the counter. Sixty, maybe. I did not know her from Eve. She said, aren't you Ruth's husband. I said I was. She said Ruth sat with her one Sunday in the church basement when her mama had just gone, thirty-one years ago come October, and poured her a cup of coffee and did not say one word for the better part of an hour. Just sat. She said she has thought about that hour more times than she has thought about most of her own life.

Then she handed me my stamps and told me to have a good morning.

Come home and stood in the front room a minute. Went to the hall closet for a reason I forgot on the way, and reached up on the top shelf and my hand come down with a hymnal. Ruth's. Her name in it in pencil. I had not laid eyes on it in I do not know how long. Opened it and there was a bulletin folded in — Brother Wallace, forty years of him, a sermon I could not tell you one word of now.

Sat down at the kitchen table and said grace over nothing, the way I do, and I will tell you plain: Ruth poured a cup of coffee for a stranger in 1995 and a stranger stopped me at the post office yesterday to give it back. That is the whole of it. That woman carried an hour of Ruth's quiet for thirty-one years and handed it to me over the stamps.

Going to put the hymnal on the table where I can see it a while.

Love,

Papaw

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